Missing you as always. Found myself sat on Weston beach last night, crying my eyes out, talking to you as if you could hear me. I found comfort in taking. I’m trying my best, working hard. Amongst everything else it just hurt because last time I was there... you was there with me. I found myself outside Tesco’s... a bus stop... ally... places we laughed together, smiled, chatted, bonded. I miss you always & it hurts constantly but I’m learning to heal, to be strong again. I hope you heard me last night buddy... cause my god, did I cry and cry... cold, tired, rough. I hope you heard me. Forever & always buddy, forever & always xxxx