If there was ever a way to swap our places & bring you back to everyone who loves & misses you. I would, without a single itch of hesitation. There are moments it seems as if I can feel everyone’s pain at once... Our time together was short, but it has changed my world forever. And I miss you constantly like a non-stop weight that some days I’m able to carry & other days it makes me vomit. Wishing won’t get me anywhere... But damn... Do I wish there was something more I could have said, could have done... Anything for you to still be with us all. I miss you. Love you buddy xx