Had a.message off bill last night oh how I wish there was more I could do to help him my heart is breaking for him you wouldn't believe how much of a hole you have left inside of him I try to.be there when I can I know you would want me too I can totally see why you thought so much of him he is so loving always there for anybody who needs him just wish you was still here with us so he wouldn't be going through this we love and miss you so much babe but we will meet again when my time is up I will be expecting you on the gates with your arms open wide to give me one of your cwtches that I miss so much but rest easy as I will always be here for bill as long as I have a breath left in me miss you loads xxxx