I miss you so much. On tonight’s like this, buddy... Feels like I have found out all over again. I love you mate. Forever & always. It’s crippling me still. When will I see you again? These days are long, years seem pointless but you always told me how much better I deserve. I’m fighting Richie, fighting so hard. Miss you & all our memories. No one since has made me laugh or feel as safe xxxx