Have grown tired of crying. You know how much I hate crying...I’m scared of everything my future might be or won’t be... I miss you so much that I feel sick constantly. But I promise to carry your memory & your name. You’ll forever be apart of my world. Forever in my heart. I wish there was more I could have said, could have done... I love you buddy. Can only hope you’re free now. Free & happy. Can’t wait to see you again one day. Xxx